So, I've already been through that 'there is no God' phase and managed to live through it, but I hate being around others who have no faith in fear of plummeting back to that time. That time of ignorance and fear. When I was afraid of no afterlife and lived in limbo.
Now 'non-believers' call this an example of the indoctrination of the faith. And I hate to question things over and over again but everyone I speak with it seems like they've never asked a question in their life.
How can you do something over and over again and not question it's benefit? It's like brushing your teeth every morning without ever wondering why you brush your teeth. To fight germs(temptation) right?
Again, I have no idea where I'm going with this post, but just feel like typing what's in my head at the moment.
I've been blog-hopping again and apparently found Kafirgirl's blog(www.kafirgirl.wordpress.com). A'outhobillah Typically, she's an ex-muslim is doing an extensive play by play of the Qur'an. Now for those of weak faith I warn you not to read them but that would be me censoring.
Maybe the posts have caused doubts to rise up again, but I'm resolute in my faith and will not be pulled down by others!
I have a great life and a great family, all thanks to Allah swt and I will not forsake it because some people want to plant a seed of doubt in my mind.