January 21, 2010
Do you sometimes wish that you could apologize to the people you've hurt in the past?
Or apologize for your own behavior?
Without looking like a jerk?
Or are you frightened that it would only bring up old wounds and memories that should be best left forgotten?
That with your new persona and appearance, it is unnecessary to ask for such forgiveness because you are - as you claim and as they believe-,
a 'Whole New You'?
But somewhere, deep inside, you feel a tug, a nagging, of that regret
a glimmer of remorse,
whenever you hear news pertaining to that past
And it takes all of the strength within you to calm down those rush of emotions
To not bring up that anger or hurt, jealousy or spite
So you click the 'X' mark on that page and turn around
Wiping away all thoughts
And beginning again.